It's so sad that I have lost focus on what I really believe. Maybe I have failed at my goal to be fruitarian, because I didn't see the urgency in it. The necessity. Maybe it's because I am afraid of the social consequences. Or the murmurs behind my back. It's so different from what we're used to. We have been brainwashed. Whether it's to enrich corporations or just plainly follow the herd is up for debate. I think the only resolution, for me, is to look into the future presently, and argue or envision what I want to be, who I want to be, and where I want to be. 😊
